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03:04am 10/09/2007
 
 
two2theomega
From here on out. Not there are many posts that anyone can see from when I began this journal. Still. You may ask, but I probably won't add many. Leave a comment and I'll check you out.
music: black snake moan
 
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Melanie (Safka)  
11:38pm 17/02/2007
 
 
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Leftover Wine

What do you do when the people go home
And what do you do when the show is all done
I know what I'll do in the alone of my time
But what will I do with the leftover wine
A line from a poem of my childhood has said
That visions of sugarplums were gonna dance in my head
I'll spend my whole life making the time rhyme
But I'll still have a bowl of leftover wine
I'll spend my whole life making the time rhyme
And then I'll sing them a song of mine
You know I'm gonna do anything
Just to take up time
Cause I can't find a taker for the leftover wine
(and) what do you do when the people go home
And what do you do when the show is all done
I know what I'll do in the alone of my time
But what will I do with the leftover wine
I'm gonna spend my whole life making the time rhyme
And then I'm gonna run to the people
And I'll sing them a song of mine
You know I'm gonna do anything
Just to take up time
Cause I can't find a taker for the leftover wine
I'll drink some of yours
If you'll drink all of mine
Because I can't stand the taste of that leftover wine
And I'm gonna drink some of yours
If you'll drink all of mine
Because I can't stand the taste of leftover wine
And I'll drink some of yours
If you'll drink all of mine
I can't stand the taste of leftover wine
mood: indescribableindescribable
 
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01:09am 29/01/2007
 
 
two2theomega
Oh, my. I'm having such a sad evening, and don't really even know why. I started this afternoon sad. Couldn't stop crying; thinking of Jerry and being mad at anyone who's never lost someone they love. Then got busy doing drawings for tattoo appt tomorro, and felt a little okay for awhile. Then got sad all over again. I really should go to bed instead of sitting here feeling sad for no apparent reason.

I'm making a playlist. It contains these songs so far:

Iris -Goo Goo Dolls
Blood and Fire -Indigo Girls
Ghost -Indigo Girls
Reunion -Indigo Girls
Diamonds And Rust -Joan Baez
Simple Twist of Fate -Joan Baez
Spider Web -Joan Osborne
Crazy Baby -Joan Osborne
Other Side of the World -KT Tunstall
Universe & U -KT Tunstall
Heal Over -KT Tunstall
Precious Pain -Melissa Etheridge
I Will Never Be The Same -Melissa Etheridge
Just A Girl -No Doubt
Don't Miss You at All -Nora Jones
Misery -Pink Feat. Steven Tyler
Maybe Angels -Sheryl Crow
Many Rivers to Cross -Toni Childs
I Want to Walk With You -Toni Childs
The Dead are Dancing -Toni Childs
The Woman's Boat -Toni Childs
A Sorta Fairytale -Tori Amos
At This Point In My Life -Tracy Chapman
The Promise -Tracy Chapman


I love this list. I have more to add, it's a work in process.

Ghost
-Indigo Girls

There's a letter on the desktop
That i dug out of a drawer
The last truce we ever came to
In our adolescent war
And i start to feel the fever
From the warm air through the screen
You come regular like seasons
Shadowing my dreams

And the mississippi's mighty
But it starts in minnesota
At a place that you could walk across
With five steps down
And i guess that's how you started
Like a pinprick to my heart
But at this point you rush right through me
And i start to drown

And there's not enough room
In this world for my pain
Signals cross and love gets lost
And time passed makes it plain
Of all my demon spirits
I need you the most
I'm in love with your ghost
I'm in love with your ghost

Dark and dangerous like a secret
That gets whispered in a hush
(don't tell a soul)
When i wake the things i dreamt about you
Last night make me blush
(don't tell a soul)
And you kiss me like a lover
Then you sting me like a viper
I go follow to the river
Play your memory like a piper

And i feel it like a sickness
How this love is killing me
I'd walk into the fingers
Of your fire willingly
And dance the edge of sanity
I've never been this close
I'm in love with your ghost

Unknowing captor
You never know how much you
Pierce my spirit
But i can't touch you
Can you hear it
A cry to be free
Oh i'm forever under lock and key
As you pass through me

Now i see your face before me
I would launch a thousand ships
To bring your heart back to my island
As the sand beneath me slips
As i burn up in your presence
And i know now how it feels
To be weakened like achilles
With you always at my heels

This bitter pill i swallow
Is the silence that i keep
It poisons me i can't swim free
The river is too deep
Though i'm baptized by your touch
I am no worse than most
In love with your ghost

You are shadowing my dreams
(in love with your ghost)
(in love with your ghost)
(in love with your ghost)
location: living room
music: playlist esongs
 
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Hang Matchbox 20  
05:29pm 21/01/2007
 
 
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She grabs her magazines,
she packs her things and she goes,
she leaves the pictures hanging on the wall,
she burns all her notes,
and she knows,
she's been here too few years,
to feel this old,
He smokes his cigarette,
he stays outside til it's gone,
if anybody ever had a heart,
well, he wouldn't be alone,
and he knows, she's been here too few years, to be gone
And we always say it would be,
good to go away, someday,
yeah but if there's nothing there to make things change
if it's the same for you I'll just hang
The trouble understand,
is he got reasons he don't,
funny how he couldn't see at all,
until she grabs up her coat,
and she goes, she's been here too few years,
to take it all in stride, yeah
but still that's much too long, to let hurt go (you let her go)
(Chorus)
Same for you I'll always hang well I always say,
it would be good to go away,
oh but if things don't work out like we think
and there's nothing there to ease this ache
and if there's nothing there to make things change
if it's the same for you I'll just hang
 
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New pics and stuff...  
10:43pm 17/01/2007
 
 
two2theomega
at my tat blog, An Artist's Journey.
Please stop by!!!

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01:43pm 09/01/2007
 
 
two2theomega

I'm so excited about the Body Art Expo this weekend. I'm only slightly less excited to have discovered that my artist, Judy Parker, isn't going to be there. So, poor me, no work on my back.

Still, I'm thinking about seeing if I can get some work from Black Wave. I'm doing my left arm in black linework, not big thick tribal shapes, more like mehendi designs. I am thinking to see if Su'a Sulu'ape FreeWind will do a spiral on my elbow. If it doesn't cost too much. I was planning to spend $300 or so for a sitting on my phoenix, but I need a few supplies, so maybe I can spend a little less on ink. Still, I really want some new ink, and think it would be very awesome to be tapped. Very spiritual.
Hopefully, I'll see Brixton. My heart always sings to see him.
 
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This song is so perfect  
10:06am 09/01/2007
 
 
two2theomega
I am listening to it, and posting it, again. Hear me, love.

"Heal Over"

It isn't very difficult to see why
You are the way you are
Doesn't take a genius to realise
That sometimes life is hard
It's gonna take time
But you'll just have to wait
You're gonna be fine
But in the meantime

Come over here lady
Let me wipe your tears away
Come a little nearer baby
Coz you'll heal over
Heal over
Heal over someday

And I don't wanna hear you tell yourself
That these feelings are in the past
You know it doesn't mean they're off the shelf
Because pain's built to last
Everybody sails alone
But we can travel side by side
Even if you fail
You know that no one really minds

Come over here lady
Let me wipe your tears away
Come a little nearer baby
Coz you'll heal over, heal over, heal over someday

Don't hold on but don't let go
I know it's so hard
You've got to try to trust yourself
I know it's so hard, so hard

Come over here lady
Let me wipe your tears away
Come a little nearer baby
Coz you'll heal over, heal over, heal over someday

Yeah you're gonna heal over
music: kt tunstall, heal over
 
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anonymous comments..  
09:17am 08/01/2007
 
 
two2theomega
Even though I am still a bit of an online dummy, I do my best. I've decided to keep all anonymous comments private, as in screened. If you are posting anonymously, and would like to be my friend, please make an LJ and add me. I will add you back. There is no way to make my end...my updates readable with filters only to anonymous, although I can make a filter for specific friends or friend. So my posts here are all visible to all; else the she I have been seeking can't find me and communicate, does she so desire.
 
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I will never be the same....  
02:57pm 07/01/2007
 
 
two2theomega
All true...









So you walked with me for a while
Bared your naked soul
And you told me of your plan
How you would never let them know
In the morning of the night
You cried a long lost child
And I tried on I tried to hold you
But you were young
And you were wild


But I, I will never be the same
Oh I, I will never be the same
Caught in your eyes
Lost in your name
I will never be the same


Secrets of your life
I never wanted for myself
But you guarded them like a lie
Placed up on the highest shelf
In the morning of the night
When I woke to find you gone
I knew your distant devil
Must be draggin' you along


But I, I will never be the same
Oh I, I will never be the same
Caught in your eyes
Lost in your name
I will never be the same


And you swore that you were bound for glory
And for wanting you had no shame
But I loved you
And then I lost you
And I will never be the same


But I, I will never be the same
Oh I, I will never be the same
Caught in your eyes
Lost in your name
I will never be the same
 
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01:29pm 06/01/2007
 
 
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